deseption...

being deceived by a person is never any fun at all. uv put all ur heart into loving a person and all u get is another lie. forgeting it all wud be the hardest thing in the world. bcoz the memories are full n laughter and also sorrow. so, i wont forget it. i'll just put them in my mind and cherish them. coz if i try to forget, all i end up doing is just remembering. and bcome sad again. no matter how it was, it was apart of my past. its written in my life's history. but i wont let these memories stop me from moving forward and to grow. everythin ive been trhough has to be a step stone to my journey on becoming a more mature person. so thank you M... for everything. and i do forgive you.

(^o^)v

SUMPAH BETE ABIZZZ!!!
UDH TULIS PANJANG2 AND RADA NIAT GTU TIBA2 NI KOMPIE BUTUT MATIIIII!!!
BEUH. ~________________~

anyway..
im not supposed to talk in indonesian. im making this blog coz of an assignment from skul. an english one. but dunno if i gotta talk in pure english or maybe i could use slang. what the heck. i'll just ask tommorrow. hmm.. to tell you the truth. this is definitly taking up my time now!! i wasnt that upset before. but im using my spare time to do my homework. olala. so diligent of me. but gotta do it. if i dont. i'll probably and definitly forget. or put aside my assignments. soo, intinya.. lagi niat aja gtu. hahahaha. ^^ dunt have anything to wright at the moment. i dunt have any inspirations. nothing happened that made my life worth wild. and the most important reason is i wanna play audid! hmm.. gtg now. i'll update this blog as soon as i'm niat (whats that in english?) again... TTFN tha tha for now.

Dear My Friend

Dear my friend
look at the sky.
Now we are are looking at the same sky.
Even at a long distance, it is the same world.
[it is the same earth, it is the same generation.]

Just like the sea and the sky, somewhere we too must be tied together.
Dear my friend If I followed these clouds
I wonder, will it continue to your town?

Say hello Watch me cry your name in a loud voice into the emptiness.
I want to meet in reality, but even in dreams we cannot meet.

How much would it take
for that bird to have freely flown to heaven?

I may not have feathers [wings], but
in their place I have these hands with which I closely embrace you.

So strongly, even the birds are almost envious
Dear my friend If I held on to these clouds,
I wonder if it will take me back to you.

So then, another time when we someday meet,
I will tightly grasp your hand
so that you will never go astray again.

Like a bird, like a wind.

Many thanks for the letters!